It has begun

 

The year of the red horse has begun with hopes and uncertainties that I never experienced before. It comes to me as an opportunity traveling in the uncharted waters onboarding a vessel aimlessly shaking in the unforgiving waves.

 

I met many attractive people in the previous year. They are kind of teachers and friends for me in the sense that they let me observe in the third person perspective. I know that what defines being myself sometimes comes from within, meaning that the first-person point of view of the world. But I am old enough to know that every precious thing can not be obtained without experiences that I try to avoid at all cost. They told me that the true sense of healing will not be achieved by merely seeking it, but only the journey to the unknown realms can bring peace.

 In the past, I made a lot of efforts to deny that in vain. I may have good lessens and I am not supposed to miss. The faraway places! Now, I know why I am here and what I meant to be in this planet. This is the good news. In this very first post of the year 2026, I finish with this quote from Y.B. Yeats

Cast a cold eye to life & death.

Horseman pass by!